Holy Cheese .

Mmmmm dap! 😝😜😂 ouh takleh cakap gitu eh? Lol i remembered being lilttle i love it when mom bought this, i will always finish the pink one first! Hehe (Taken with instagram)

Taken with Instagram at Vista 8 (Home)

Gooood morning instagrammers haha! My first pic & post for in 2012❤ Hope you guys will have a bless yr ahead! (Taken with Instagram at Vista 8 (Home))

So while everyone else is probably updating their Facebook statuses. I am updating my tumblr, because why ? I decided to play hide & seek with my fellow FB friends. Hah! Neh , it’s more like a scarifise that I’m making for now. Oh well, let’s not even get there.

2011.

Well honestly, it’s kinda shitty. I mean yeah I have a few highlights like i got promoted , I saved up to travel which has always been my dream. I met a few nice people that I am so blessed I met. Other than that the whole year, was just soo tough for me I can’t recall the countless nights I’ve cried , the countless night i slept not knowing what to expect the next day. The countless time I made a wrong decision. But I would say this year really thought me A LOT. Maybe at my age right now, I’m just experimenting. I went to a club which I know its unlikely of me, but hey you need to be there to know right? And then I realize clubbing is actually boring like I don’t understand why all my friends are crazy over it ? You dress like a slut and let other man grind you other than the person you love? You pay 10bucks for a freaking coke ? I also realize that you will only see what you have when it’s gone. I know I’ve received my fair share of Karma & I deserve it. I will never learn if I don’t receive it ;) Love ? This year I broke up with someone i spent my whole teen-hood with 2006 till 2011. But It’s okay, experiences teaches you to improve yourself and learn from your mistakes. Never whole grudges, be mature, continue to have a healthy friendship because once it made you smile. So yeah move the fuck on. And I dated, I fall, I got my heart broken..again..and again.. and wolah I’m still here? Hmm I was browsing my drawers a moment ago , and a box felt on me , a box full of letters from my students, my student’s parents thanking me , telling me how i made a impact on their life, and at that point I realize teaching is full of berkat & being with these children everyday is the reason i pull through 2011, if it wasn’t for them who always make me laugh, always make me smile i wouldn’t have taken my mind off my problems that i had. Thank you Allah for blessing me with the job that i love.

2012

Well i have a few things that i would want to get done. First Qatam my Quran its such a waste that i had to stop when i started working at 17. I know i’m almost there ! Second, to complete my license! I stopped because i was scared HAHAHA I’m going to be brave this time. 3rd, to complete my diploma!!! My gosh teaching and schooling at night is NO JOKE. I am always soo shagged. But i will complete it this yr inshaallah! Then I’ll think about taking my degree or trying the airlines since I love to travel. I ALSO NEED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT MY TIME MANAGMENT -____- This year i’ve stopped reading books and doing other things that i love like singing, dancing, gym-ing, movies, modelling and a lot more simply because my time management sucks haha. My weekdays is just work work work sch sch sch weekends sometimes burn on work again and assignment. Like seriously Niq ? Do you wanna spent your teen days like this? Oh wait , in 6 months time i won’t be a teen any more I’l be a young adult 0.o LOL! The hell.. what difference does it makes? Age is just a number you’ll forever be young at at heart if you believe you are ;) Oh yes… and one more goal TO WAKE UP ON TIME AND GO FOR MY MADRASA CLASSES EVERY SUNDAY AH PLS. haha.. oh ya„ to lose weight too, WAIT HAVE THAT ALWAYS BEEN MY NEW YR RESOLUTION SINCE FOREVER? HAHAHAHA

xoxo

NIQ

cannot ah cannot

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if i have a car this would be it’s colour!

sexy nyeee!

sweeeet

god dammit